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Lust and Insecurity

by Animus Invidious

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aushafc 05:12
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Stomach Worm 04:39
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Why 03:37
Why. Are you alive? Now tell me why. Are you alive? What is the purpose of your existence here? Why don't you just run along now, dear? I did not want this. I did not need this. I did not want this. I never needed this. Why don't you disappear? Why? Why? Why? Why? What is the purpose of your existence? All you've ever done is know my resistance, yeah. I did not want this. I did not need this. I did not want you here. I did not want this shit. I never needed it. Just fucking disappear.
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You did it. I know what you did. You can not relenquish or forget. We watched it Spiral down the drain. And now you can not complain. You did it. We all know what you did. Fucker. You'll never get away with this. You know what you did. And now whatcha gonna do about it? You were caught Caught with your pants down! You were caught Caught with your pants down! You were caught Caught with your pants down! I don't know what you're gonna do. You don't know what you're gonna do. They don't know what you're gonna do. We don't know what you're gonna do. I don't know what you're gonna do. You don't know what you're gonna do. They don't know what you're gonna do. Nobody knows what you're gonna do. You did it. I know what you did. Despite all the shit that you hid. We watched it, All the time laughing, Just like you Behind your silly cuirtain. You did it. We all know what you did. Your sycophants are blind, But they are ensnared by the lie. You got caught with your pants down. We all know what you did. You got caught with your pants down. We all know what you did. You got caught with your pants down. We all know what you did. You got caught with your pants down. We all know what you did. You! Say you were caught with your pants down. You! Say you were caught with your pants down. You! Say you were caught with your pants down. You! Say you were caught. You keep on runnin'. You keep on runnin' away. You keep on runnin'. You keep on runnin'.
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Paranoid 02:46
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The Depths 05:49
search the depths of your empty soul find the path that leads to me release the reaffirmation of your role unbind your suffering search the depths, look the cellar open struggle deepen even while blind try to remember why you came here what you left inside search the depths of your fragmented past find the hole that swallowed our time undo the lace upon your affixed cast revocate your undying set of mind search the depths, find the pillar carve your mark upon its granite hide remember well why you came here what you left inside and i want you yes i need you come here darling take what's given! yes i need you just to feel you taste your solace hear your calling! ribcage swelling threatening pressure to weight me down i repair the heart’s tear that i retain my solid ground i wasn’t bleeding for you, i wasn’t dying for us i was clutching to a false image of self and now i sit in reflection, bathed in pity's charity there’s not a thing to lose, for nothing is possessed and my love is your love, for truly we are one what do you want from me? what do you want from me? what do you want from me? what do you need? search the depths of your shattered soulface find the pain that leads to where you were release the wish that holds your peace at sway or you will ever stay the same search the depths, find the table carve your sign upon its splintered surface remember well why you left here whence you no longer dwell search the depths of your empty soul find the path that leads to me release the reaffirmation of your role unbind your suffering and i want you yes i need you come here darling take what's given! yes i need you just to feel you taste your solace hear your calling! when you walk alone you'll find yourself away when you walk alone you'll find yourself away when you walk alone you'll find yourself away when you walk alone when you walk alone you'll find yourself away (what do you want from me?) when you walk alone you'll find yourself away (what do you want from me?) when you walk alone you'll find yourself away (what do you want from me?) when you walk alone (what do you need?)
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Impertinence 04:29
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Yaldabaoth 06:49
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ToS 04:22
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It's my "metal" album... finally.

I wrote most of these long ago and it's taken me over two decades to finally get them out. What can I say... I'm slow.

BONUS TRACKS!: If you purchase the album here on bandcamp, you'll also acquire seven instrumental versions plus a link to download 4-channel quadraphonic versions.

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released April 13, 2023

All tracks composed, performed, arranged, mixed, and mastered by Animus Invidious, except as noted:

FEATURING:
Guitar Solo on Why: Brian Funk.

Backing Vocals on Why: Lore, Skip, Darren, Doug, Teresa.

Guitar Solo on Sensuous Vacillation: Ned Rush.

Mindbender Solo on Pensive Acquisition: Andrew Scott.

Vocals on Paranoid: Lore.

Drums on The Depths: Todd "Animal" Grube.

Chorus Vocals on Caught With Your Pants Down: MCAD.

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Artwork: Joshua Gray.

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